But who really cares anyway?
It doesn't help that I didn't go last class. That's why I feel lost right now. I know what I need to do just so unmotivated. I've literally been sitting here for a few hours just staring at the computer screen. What if it's not good enough? I can't get that out of my head.
Joe and I are starting to go apartment shopping. It's a little bit nerve wrecking really. I mean this is the place that I will be moving into soon as well. In 150 days we will be married. It's all so scary. And wonderful, but mostly scary right now. When we walked into our first viewing of a cute apartment together I couldn't help but grin like an idiot. My mind was racing as to where the bed would go, how to make the bathroom look prettier, what my future office would look like. What color would I want to paint each room, and wondering if it would be enough closet space? What side of the bed would I be on and where the light would flow into the room. It's overwhelming. I couldn't help but dream about the future and what will be. I mean that's the point of moving forward right? To make new dreams and develop new goals. Oh the butterflies. Would that be our first apartment? I'm growing up so fast, and I'm glad Joe still loves me even though I asked 10000000 times what he thought the next step with the apartment should be. Can we afford it? I mean can we really? Should we look for cheaper? Bigger? I'm so new to this game. It doesn't help that we are both indecisive.
In other news, I got my highboy table ties in. Joe and I ordered 11 yellow and 11 orange in satin. They are really pretty, and it was the first thing I've purchased that has the wedding colors yellow and orange.
I plan on booking the food soon. Lou Malnati's it is!
Mmmmm....I should ask for a tasting. hahaha
Moving in together is exciting! :-) There is also so much to do...but hopefully you will get some apartment stuff if you have a bridal shower.
ReplyDeleteI know! It will be a good thing! I hope so! My fiance has his own apartment so he has some stuff, I just hope we get extra things to decorate! :)
DeleteI know everything leading up to the wedding is scary, especially if your apartment hunting as well! Just make sure you take the time to relax and unwind and remember what it is all about in the end. and thank you so much for sharing the photographers website with me! :) love his work!!
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